appreciates and granted??

you are not the only one that is tired and stressed up with life.
im also stressed. i didnt change.im still the same old me and my life has been all along the same.
clubbing doesnt means that i have changed a new life.
feeeling that there is a distance? frankly speaking i don think that we have.
Im still the same me.

Its jus that u have been stressed up with ur life and u look at things differently.
you are not the only one that is stressed! Im stressed too!
STRESS WITH SCHOOL! my daily grades is not doing that well. It jus an average of B and C!
STRESS WITH FYP! FYP is the most stressed im having now too! as and when i will have meetings.
STRESS WITH MY PART-TIME JOB! planning of work schedules with my sch work. making sure that i don clash with my school and its tiring job. if i don work means i wont have enough money.

this are partly the reasons why i go club. its my way of de-stress.  using my interest to help me to de-stress.
i love to dance! which helps me to de-stress.

SCHOOL have started everyone is busy especially this year. Its our finally year! we doesnt go out often, doesnt mean that we are distance away from each other. jus that its beeen a realy busy year for me.

As for my phone, its not that i dont want to answer for phone! FOR GOODNESS SAKE! why i wont want to answer ur phone! you are not the only one that i never answer phone from! its my phone having problems. my iphone vibration has not beeen working for a long time. so i have to depend on my ringtone! and the ringtone itself is not loud! when i put it in my pocket/bag, i couldnt hear a thing! its not that i don want to answer the call! its i didnt notice!

i treat u as one of my best friend other than the girls in my clique! it has nv changed. and i wont change this mindset. If u still think that way, im speechless.
im tired of having friends problem.

another friend of my clique. im seriously dissapointed in you.
NO ONE HAS GIVEN UP ON U!
everyone gave u chances. u treat it like nth.
I made an effort to call u,claudia made an effort to call u, the girls made an effort to ask u out.
this is what we get in return? enough. don blame on us. we didnt left u alone. u left us for ur guy! or either u will has so many crap excuses.
and u still wanna say jas? u are just doing the same shit thing! enough is enough.
i played my part. done fairly enough as my role. a good friend role.
i really treasure u as friend. whatever it is.im speechlesss..

Jus apprieciate what u have! DONT TAKE FRIENDSHIP FOR GRANTED.
some people i really regard as my BEST FRIEND as i know that when im down and needed help who was there for me.
thats why i never take you for granted!
And some other people that i treated as my good friend from the same clique, you took things for granted and didnt appreciates it.

SO PEOPLE OUT THERE! DON TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED AND FUCKING APPRECIATES IT! PISSSED!
MY MOOD NOW IS SOOO PISSED! with so many things! arghhhh!! what can i do to get my pissed mood away! anyone or anything can cool down my anger?

 

xoxo!